~~SUNDERED ME~~
Music = "When I Fall In Love"
Looking into my rear view mirror
I see you walking away.
I take a last look as you walk to your car.
It was so wonderful seeing you today.
Driving home I could not help
the longing I felt inside to hold you .
Wonderful music that you gave me,
softly played as moments past came into view.
Going over each minute in my mind,
a smile emerged across my face.
Enshrining how you kissed my lips,
I touched them in a slumbered trace.
I can still feel your breath on
mine,
passion deep, a romantic night.
Pleasure so rare I want to capture it.
Every moment with you feels so right.
Slipping back now to the real
dismay.
The shadow of myself I begin to see.
Uncontrollable sorrow walking through the door.
The shadow replaces the sundered me.
Looking for answers for why I want
to flee.
I want to turn and walk back out the door.
I walk in beside my empty shell.
A life that was here is no more.
Tucked and hidden in my sequestered
room.
Flashes of how to escape take me away.
There is no rescue, no one will come.
I am on my own to go or stay.
The night becomes my only friend,
for at its end I am closer to you.
My eyes try to resist the drowsy spell.
How many nights will I go through?
The end is near for this life that
once was.
Grieving still because it was once me.
Will tomorrow bring the same results?
What will happen when I am free?
Holding me in your arms in future
years.
Can you promise me you will always stay?
Will love hold us and keep us both content?
Will my shadow stay away?
Carol
Vargas