IN HER SHADOW
Music = "You Were Always On My Mind"
While mentioning her name though the words they were few,
seeing the look on your face, a deep breath I drew.
It sent a deep pain
that pierced right through my heart,
I could see the loss that you carry and it tears you apart.
Feelings you have for this one true
love you made your wife,
has forever left an impression that will remain strong in your life.
All the memories of
her replenish and come into view,
over shadowing the new ones I have made with you.
Trying to console me
you are here but you seem so far,
if I had just one wish it would be to remove this deep scar.
I know that you care
for me you have made it perfectly clear,
but loving me completely is the loss that I fear
There is part of
your heart that has been plucked away,
in letting her go is a cost that I now too pay.
For you would have
never found me that one December night,
my heart would not be aching if things would have been right.
Loving you is not
enough, for the one you long for is not me,
your heart has been blinded and it can not see.
Holding me close to
your body is it her that you want to feel,
all I wanted was to love you it was too good to be real.
You have made it
known for this women you will always care,
I am so sorry to say, I dont think I can share.
I feel I would never
be able you please you to complete,
with her I would never be able to compete.
You try to tell me I
am in your future and she is your past,
but now when I am with you a shadows been cast.
I feel you could
never totally love me, you could never be true,
for when looking in my eyes you will always see her eyes of
soft powder blue.
Carol
Vargas